Sunday, May. 10, 2009 - 9:06 p.m.
Its been a long time... and I'm glad I guessed right for the username and password.
I will be 40yrs old in July... and I'm thankful. I think I'm renewing old habits though. My Internet addiction is in full effect. I'm on facebook, and paltalk... I'm even on another message board.
The love interest in my life is a pain in the ass. He's very weak, and I don't know how to or if I have the strength to help him. I want him to let go.
It took me a minute, and I'm still hurting from the loss, but I know its for the best. So I am literally letting it burn.
I didn't go anywhere today, and I haven't answered calls in days... Its just where I am righ tnow. I need some peace and serenity. I'm getting it too...
I'm glad to be back... got to find out if there are familiar diaries going.
